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Since my last entry alot of things have happend in my life, I now have a different ride, my foot has healed completely and I am out of my brothers house and almost on my own.
The missus and I are on great speaking terms, and I have been spending alot more time with our son which is great since he is such an important part of my life.
I have been trying to re-enroll into college, changing my major to business management instead of Pharm Tech, and have also been talking to this really nice girl from Bullitt County who has a big booty and is really nice.
I am not too crazy about Bullitt County, but it beats the Hell out of living in Jefferson County.
I have noticed there are some corn fed honeies out here, but I only have eyes for one woman, and I will wait for her until i die.
But in the meantime I am always open to meeting new people and also finding the herb!
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Ok, so my Christmas didnt suck as bad as I thought it would have.
I didnt get the new job, or new house I wanted from Santa, he said my ass been Bad this year, and I was put on his permanent Shit List.
So, seeing as I was out of the gifts from the Jolly Old Fat Man, I wasnt really wanting that anyways, Im sure Santa will get me that shit later this year when I get back on the Nice List.
I got to spend some time today with my son, as I had wished for.
I cooked a turkey for him and his momma, and as always, she made the most delicious foods that I love to eat, so I had some of her Deviled Eggs, and tater salad, her baked beans, and stuffing, and of course the ham, and I cooked up these bad ass BBQ ribs, and man we all grubbed.
Afterwards, I headed west with Vincent to my aunts house, and when we got there it was a mad house, everyone was there, and we all said Merry Christmas and stuff, and I ate some of Christies awesome ass Cheesecake.
I swear, I would kidnap this woman, and make her my cheesecake making slave, cuz theyre that damn good.
Then I was off to the store to get some cigs and some papers, and of course I had one of my cousins with me and his stepdad, well his stepdad seen me buy the papers at the store, and then when we got back to my aunts house, my other aunt, his wife, went apeshit, and started accusing me of smoking dope.
So, after I went in and set shit straight with her, leading to some drama queen action, I decided to leave, but only after making sure she was pissed off enough to leave first.
I mean cmon man, just cuz I buy some rolling papers at the store, does not mean I smoke pot, or that I was gonna smoke some reefer with my cousin, cuz I know he dont smoke anyways.
So after that shit went down, I decided to go to E-Town to see another friend of mine for Christmas, and she was thrilled to see Vincent, we talked for awhile, I got to meet her son and her parents, they were all cool people, and offered me some more food, which I nibbled @ cuz man I was stuffed already and ready for a nap.
Vincent loves riding with me, we rode around today for a few hours, just cruising up and down the freeway, chillin, and thinking about the Good Times.
I took him back to momma, and dropped him off, and got some of that fine ass cooking to go, and headed North to the crib, where I found my bro and his ol lady going out to the movies to see Sherlock, so that is what lead me to writing this drawn out blog of my Christmas.
Watching A Christmas Story every year since I first seen it in the movie theatres in 1983, I am glad to have had a good Christmas this year, I got my wish of spending time with my son, and his momma, and my extended family, even though Hell was raised about me buying rolling papers, I mean cmon man, she probably smoked it back in the day anyway.
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Ok, by now you have probably realized that Im not one of the most savy people when it comes to love, and relationships, although I do have many years experience in affairs of the Heart.
I have been working my ass off at a local restaurant, and even though it sucks, and my foot hurts me so fucking bad by the end of the night I can barely make it back to my truck to go home, it nonetheless doesnt discourage me from doing what needs to be done in order to get my family back.
When I first met the woman I am in love with right now, I worked three jobs, back to back, without a day off, and I had money to burn, so to speak, and when I quit one of my jobs, in order to spend more time with the woman I am in love with, it was quite different for me to accept this new person in my life.
Over the years, we became the best of friends, and although we may have had a falling out, and are currently seperated, it doesnt mean I still dont love her, or want her back, cuz I do want her back, she is all I know, and love, and also she is all the family I have left in my life besides our one year old son we have togehter.
My life has been a living Hell these past five months, having to live with my brother has been no picnic, having with me only a suitcase, and a laundry basket to live out of, my life has been totally wrecked by misfortune and unforseen incidents that have pretty much almost destroyed me in the process.
But if its one thing I have learned, its that although things may seem hopeless, they really arent, and forgiveness is the most powerful thing you can possibly have in your Heart, and I have risen to this level of life now to where I dont care what has happend between us because I still have hopes that we will be together again, soon.
I have had many opportunities to be with another woman/women, and decided not to go that route, basically because I dont want to persue any other relationships out of fear of hurting someone else emotionally, and being hurt in the same sense.
But heres my point before I go back to my shitty job, if you really love someone as much as I do, you will find forgiveness in yourself for them, and try to work things out for the better, but sometimes life isnt like that, but for me i stand a very good possibility of being with her again, and thats the only thing that keeps me going, because without her in my life, it really sucks.
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I know there are a lot of people out there who dont like the Holidays, I am one of those people to a certain extent.
Bouncing around off a caffeine induced high, with nicotene, and tylenol extra strength to relieve the pain in my foot, as well as keep me awake, I find myself working this Holiday Season, in a totally different environment.
Although I have never been a stranger to food, or kitchens, or even restaurants for that matter, I have been working @ a local restaurant, trying to get familiar with the orders I have to fill cooking on the line.
It is fast paced work, and I enjoy it, especially since they dont play any freaking Christmas music in the kitchen, and the people I work with are really good people, and I actually have fun working there, interacting with other people.
But this year isnt the best year for me for the Holidays, depression isnt one of the best flaws of mine either, and its a good thing Im not drinking this year, but I have more important things to do now than to get depressed about the Holidays.
Working on many things all @ once, Insommnia has now become my best friend, finding out that there really arent that many people out @ the hours of 2-5AM, I have now adapted my new hours of activity to include the dead hour shift.
While everyone else is running around buying shit, or going out to eat, Im ducked low, behind the Santa Claus induced meloncholy frontline, getting my shit in order, taking full advantage of the Holidays as my cover.
Remembering all of the Christmas pasts before this one now, I realize that I am alone for once, and it pushes me even harder to keep going regardless if I am alone for the moment, because Im not even looking around me now, instead Im looking forward.
I wish everyone a Happy Holiday, and for the most part, I wish myself this too, but unless its a Christmas Miracle for me, mine wont be so Happy this year.
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HO HO HO!!!!
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