I Wish I could say something beautiful, something real, some way to express how I feel.
Words used to come to me so easily but they have all faded away.
They left with my sanity, my eagerness to learn, so now I have to work for the words that must be earned.
I always wanted to leave behind a group of words people would know as mine.
I have let my imagination dwindle, my mind at ease, my words drifting aimlessly with the breeze.
People amaze me with all the things they do.
Times always change, new words arise, my words escaped me into the vast empty sky.
So in this parting please realize I'm shaken not stirred and the most precious thing is the loss of my own word.
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Mandalyn